I’m feeling kinda down today
I have many friends and family
But at this moment I feel alone
I know I’m prone to this
Feeling like something is amiss
I always seem to take a cynical perspective
Even when I know it’s inherently connective.
Wonder if it’s worth it to keep trying
Don’t know who to talk to
Don’t wanna burden people with my petty problems
Don’t always know who’s genuine anymore
I wish I could trust
I am tired
There’s nobody out there for me
Gotta find strength
I’m not falling into anymore relationship traps
I’m gonna keep my heart chained and under wraps.
But holy crap.
Seems like a quick way to get hurt
I could never separate physicality
Better to be alone.
I’m kind of accident prone